我感谢2012年
2012年二月尾
结束美国的梦幻旅程
回到现实的怀抱
2012年三月
开始了我的工程师生涯
开始了在新加坡的无奈生活
还有 重新认识不是文字上的你
2012年四月
我结束了十九岁那年开始的爱情
三个星期后
2012年五月
开始了人生的第二段爱情
一段对我来说是场轰轰烈烈的爱情
也在2012年五月
我认定
我找到托付终生的男人
2012年七月
我搬进了我以为会很和谐的家
2012年十月
对于工程师生涯
充满不确定
并且 决定转行
2012年十一月
对于友情 我有了更深的认知
也更了解自己的无知
2012年十二月
圣诞生日月
跟你的第一个生日
难免失望
但终究还算有个完美的ending
2012年
充满太多的回忆了
不管好的坏的
都值得纪念
Dear I would like to share with you what Jana advice me last night.
But I know you don't want me to give up engineering so easily and also that's the reason to make you unhappy so I don't know where to start and how to start.
Start from here then.
He told me his current position is project manager.
His job scope is to survey what this market needs and make analysis.
His clients or his boss will give him a topic and he starts to study. And is like a team but he is the one to coordinate everyone what to do. Is kind of event planner of production in marketing.
Is totally different from what I want to be.
But he is a really good listener and advisor to me. Perhaps it is because we both from engineering and I just like him gonna to give up what I studied.
He asked me why I want to be socialized event planner.
It is because I love to make everyone happy. I like to see smiling face. This is what I always do, never want to pick up a fight, don't want to reject others,think of other behalf, all what I want is just don't let everyone down. (I think you will think that what I imagine is too wonderful, reality is not like that, stop dreaming in your fantastic world .)
Dear, let me try and support me please. I need courage to give up what I tried so hard in the past 4years and now. And you are my courage.
Jana advice me to start from marketing. It is because marketing is a very big field, and easier to start from marketing and easier to switch to event planner from marketing too. He advices me to study some marketing video to know more about marketing.
I will note down his advice and think about to start from marketing.I love you.
I really do.
