let it be~

There is always a phrase that 退一步海阔天空

I know that, i can switch the situation if i want to.
Back to the time that,
U were still my dear housemate,
Share anything else of yours to me, and do I.

However, i reject.
I don't want to go back.

LET IT BE.

As i really cant accept you and him.
And, i reject to tolerate your temper.


Again, LET IT BE.
=)




Note: Hello, please think about why everyone is leaving you? Your problem or our problem?

=)

Suddenly feel like no mood to do the concrete assignment.
Well, i admit that, i am lazy.

The problem still there.
I am always feel there is a lot of problem between us.
I asked siauhong before, the problem that i always confuse, is it a REAL problem?

Do we suit each other?

Siauhong said, i dun think so.
She said, U both damn match.
she said, what u always request ct to do, is for his own good.
she said, u hope he can to be a better man.

Well, i accept this answer at that time.
May be, i dun want to give up yet at that time.

But now?
How come the problem appear again?

When will u change?
i asked him before the movie.

Just now, did u ever change for him?
I asked myself.
The answer, no.

I asked myself, Why?

Well, the only answer i think is, i haven't learn how to love.
Or, i not yet fall in love with him.
But i am sure, i like him.
When will i love him? is that day coming?
I try to find an answer.

Hope that day will come sooner.
No matter what is the answer i want or whenever the day i start to love him,
Hope that, the answer is good for me and him.

>.<

LOVE is not that easy.

starting

Is time to improve my english.
How to survive in such english needed world in the future.
Still even cant understand what others are talking abt when others speak with a little quickly speed.
Hear more, read more, and write more.
I think i can only improve by these ways.

Learning english via this blog is the objective i create this.
I think here will be a place for me to tell me secret too.=)

Should i continue our love?
U aint not my dream guy, i am sure.

but,
i think i love you.

U still can make my heartbeat faster.